Erster Teil: Why write about Milo?
Will: What are you doing?
Myself: Trying to write.
What do you want to write?
I don’t know.
What do you want to say?
Anything. Just want to put something out there that feels inspired and will get people to think.
What is it that, Fitzgerald says? You write because you have something to say, not say something?
Yeah it is something like that.
Well.
Well What?
What do you have to say?
There’s a whole world out there. I could say something about anything. Right?
I don’t know. Can you?
Well, I want to tell stories.
About what?
Where I’ve been and what I’ve seen or done. Who I’ve met…
That sounds like a start. Who do you want to write about?
George.
Okay. So who is that?
A character. A real character.
Okay. Is he real?
Yes. I can’t make some of these people up. It is better than fiction.
Okay. So? What do you want to say about him?
He’s in love with a 36 year-old single mother with horrible health problems, two young kids.
So there you go. He’s a romantic.
Or a damn fool…
Really? Why? This sort of thing happens all the time.
He’s 88 years old. He’s been around the world. He has sculptures everywhere in the world. Neba Neba Bo, which means little big man or something like that which is displayed in a museum.
Okay. 88 years old. Umm.. ok. [Laughing] Wow. That is pretty good. I think that you have a lot to say about him.
Yeah. Hmm. Where do I start?
Where did you meet him?
Milo.
Milo. Where is that?
Maine.
Maine is a good place, I hear. Cold isn’t it? Why were you there?
VISTA.
Okay, what is that?
Long story.
Geesh. Sounds like it. You can only reply two words to that.
Well, VISTA is not really the interesting part of it all really.
No?
No.
What is then?
Being broke, living in a boarding house on the edge of civilization in the boonies of Maine with the forest separating you and Canada. Finding weird, nice people, watching out for Moose, swimming and falling in love.
Hey not bad.
What is?
You sound like Milo is special place. At least to you.
Yeah. Yeah it is. It is not a normal small town. Perhaps that is only because it is the only really small town I’ve actually lived in. I don’t know what to say about it really.
You loved it there?
I did and I didn’t. Like life, huh?
Yeah, maybe. But that doesn’t answer the big question. Why are you still sitting here, blankly staring at the page. Don’t you want to write something?
I do. I get hung up.
On what.
I want to make it big. I always wanted to write something big and significant.
A novel?
Well… only if it was world-famous.
[laughing] Okay. Whatever man. You know that is not going to happen. Do you realize how many writers seek that same glory?
Well, I was reading this book by a lady going on a walkabout in Australia. It made me think, that I can do this.
Why is that book making you think that?
Because it is an easy and fun read, insightful. It’s not master storytelling though.
And you are? [Laughing] and you are? That is why her book was an international bestseller and you still have not typed one word of this story.
Now you’re being cruel.
I don’t think so. You’re being cruel. To yourself. Start from the beginning if you have too. Life there wasn’t a novel was it? It was just a collection of short stories. Strange to funny to boring to engaging and uplifting. That is what people read in any case. It’s just life.
I guess so.
Good. So are you going to write something? Please say yes.
I don’t know.
I can’t help you anymore. I’m calling procrastination to come in and hold your hand.
Shit. I’ll get started on it.